my day.

i had to make a difficult decision.

i can't go to the Rescue tonight. :/

i have too much to get done.

pretty frustrating.

but i woke up and immediately felt impressed upon me...

"EMILY!  what do you want?  oxford?  to graduate well and do well in school so YOU can go out and change the world and fight in it? or go to this thing and be one of millions doing something.  It won't really make a difference if you go or not ... and you know your just going because you want to experience it..."

i was being selfish.

and i need to buckle down and finish my homework so i can get A's.