Monday, December 29, 2008

i'm sorry...
but it just bothers me.
she should not be allowed to talk to him as though they are best friends.
they aren't.
just because i messed up doesnt mean she can start dropping little comments ... i dont know... it just bothers me.

i don't know what's alright and what isn't.

can i sit by him?
can i joke around?

it makes me sad that i'm so weak that i STRUGGLE to keep from being insensitive and maintain my distance.
i just love being friends SO much.



gosh i need Jesus.


also: its 1:50 a.m. aaaaannnnnddddd umm paul is snoring. and so is my dad. what on EARTH!? can't i have a little quiet?

man alive.

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